-at all.
For real, I have no idea how to feel right now about anything at all. I'm kinda confused, I guess. And I have no idea what to do about it.
Why, just why did I learn how to shut people out of my life? Now I don't even want to do it, but it happens all the time and with the wrong people too. It's like I'm not just ruining other people's life, but my own too. That honestly is the case: It weren't those annoying people who ruined my life, it was me. And it wasn't even ruined, I just thought it was, so I made it worse, and I ruined. And now everything is just fucked up and god, I'm so annoyed.
But at least I have candy in my room. Yumyum. At least I have something to distract myself - which is actually supposed to be homework, but I'll start with that in a few minutes. Oh but then my mom comes, "If you keep eating like that, you will get fat". Like shut up... Just leave me alone, complaining about everything I do will only make everything worse.
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