Honestly, I'm so tired of having this feeling. I'm 15 years old, so I can't move out yet. Besides that, I don't have the money for it. I want it so badly... I don't like having to wait for such things. I don't like the fact that I have to wait till I can move out, or till I can finally meet Dennis.
I just really want to be alone right now. Not that I really don't want to talk to anyone, but I just want no one else to be home. I want silence. Honestly, that is really want I want now: To just sit in a corner, doing nothing, hearing nothing, just staring - at the clouds, maybe -, having nothing to worry about for just a few minutes, maybe an hour, I don't know.
Do you know that feeling? That feeling of wanting everything to end, except for the few things you really love? If I could just make it happen...
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