So today we got back our German grades. Seems like I fucked it all up and I feel so fucking bad about it. I /need/ to be able to speak German. I need to be able to speak it properly in 3 years and fine, you can say 'Calm down, you still have 3 years which is a lot of time' but nobody gets it, just nobody does. First of all I want to be good at something, I want to be able to speak German and I just hate the fact that I suck at it anyway. I suck at every fucking thing in life.
Secondly, my tablet just fell against the fall, awesome...
I just want to cry my fucking eyes out, I can't take it anymore and that all just because of something stupid such as a bad grade or that something falls. I hate this. I hate everything. I want to fucking die right fucking now. I don't want this anymore...
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