I get his point now

I'm tired again, while I slept perfectly fine. I think I get it now: Being worried and nervous all the time simply makes you tired. So if that's the case, it's not that weird that Dennis is tired all the time.
And I'm starving. Starving and tired. And broken too, by the way. Right now I feel like turning the light in my room off and turning my computer off and then just look outside and doing nothing else at all. Just silence, no annoying lights, just looking outside... It wouldn't make me feel less nervous though, and my parents would complain.
Oh and I have a new Flappy Bird record: 93. I wonder how I did that, really. I only know I usually play it when I'm really bored so yeah.
Anyway, I just realised I'm waiting for someone to come online who won't come online for a while. Yeah I thought I'd be able to talk to Dennis today, but no. But it's not weird, I don't have to expect him to go on Skype, and whatsapp... Even if I would want to know what happened and if he would be fine with explaining it, he probably wouldn't do it on whatsapp. That'd probably take too long anyway. Back to the point, I probably won't see him for a week or so, I guess... Well, this sucks. It really does. It sounded so cold today... But I deserved that anyway, because this is my fault. And I guess it could've been worse. Imagine how you'd feel if you'd fight with someone, and the next day you know that person might never come back. I would think all the time like... The last thing you did, was hurting him, hurting the person you love most. It'd kill me, I'm sure. This already kills me.