So yesterday I got really mad out of nowhere, and then I told my boyfriend to leave me alone? Okay, that really made no sense. But, in any case, I know I was sad and annoyed before that, but I really don't remember why I got mad. And just now I got extremely mad too, and I just want to throw everything around but I also want to act my anger out on myself - meaning I want to hurt myself, maybe it helps. And that's when it's annoying when you made a promise you will never hurt yourself again. It's hard, and I don't know what to do, I really don't.
Also, I'm worried as hell right now. I don't exactly know what happened yesterday, I don't fully remember and I'm just really confused. But right now I'm just very worried about my boyfriend, I really wonder if he's okay. I can't ask him now though, and I don't know if I can ask him tomorrow either.
Back to hating everything. Most things. Jfkehksrlswjfjksel I hate this.
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