And we're back to where I was years ago

Because years ago at this time I was also in my bed *badum tsss*. Okay no, that was not funny at all.
Anyway, I remember that 3 years ago, I would lie in bed listening to music in the middle of the night. To be specific, I used to listen to Kerli. I'm not sure what I liked about her, and I'm not sure what I like about the song 'Walking on air', but when I listened to it, it calmed me down. Not that I was freaking out or anything, well, not really. I mean I'm going crazy just a little bit at this point because it literally feels like my ear is going to explode. Thank god I have to go back to the hospital this Wednesday. I hope we'll plan the operation soon so that I won't have this pain all the time.
Anyway, it's 1 am and I was listening to Walking on air and it just reminded me of who I was several years ago.
And now I'm going to try to sleep. Don't wish me a good night; wish me good luck instead. ;-;