Lately, I don't cry a lot. But when I cry, I have to cry so hard... I just feel like giving up right now, what's the point anyway?
So, I miss Italy like hell. I miss Nicola like hell. I miss Chris like hell.
I didn't say anything about Chris yet: Well I met him on a site. He's a 23 years old Swedish guy. He's very sweet and helpful, but there's just one problem. I fell in love with him thanks to a dream. :/ Yesterday he told me I just had to tell 'that person' how I felt, so I told him... He took it pretty well, actually...
Just a few minutes ago he left for dinner and now I'm crying like hell, but I have no idea why. I have so much stress right now, one day before the holidays, like, really? I feel so dead now...
