So either something happened again, or I lost him. In case something happened, I guess I can be a 100% sure this time it really is my fault. But okay... Now I'm just sitting here with a nervous feeling, waiting for him to come online while I don't have to expect him to come online. In case nothing happened, he's probably mad at me. And I get why, but I had the same thing with Nienke: if you're mad at me or whatever, don't ignore me, just tell me what's up. I really prefer hearing I did everything wrong than that I wait here for someone who's going to ignore me for a long time. But Nienke will ignore me for forever now, since she blocked me on whatsapp and she still doesn't react to what I say in real life.
Now I'm just thinking about stuff and yeah, the more I think, the more nervous I get and the more worried I am, and this just sucks. I hate it when you can't contact someone, whatever the reason is.
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