I guess that if I don't hear anything from Dennis today, I can assume something happened. But I'm doubting if I should wait till tomorrow to see if I might hear something from him by then.
In any case, if anything at all happened to him, I'm the one to blame, meaning I should be punished and I know exactly how.
Anyway, now I just have about 8 more hours to go and I really hate today right now because either something happened to my boyfriend, or he's ignoring me, and I'm bored, and my dad is annoying me and yeah... I guess I'm just going to lie on my bed, probably waiting for nothing. Maybe waiting till I can do something against myself. Yes, all this waiting is killing me. No, I don't want that anything happened to Dennis so I can do something against myself. It doesn't even have anything to do with each other, I guess...
Gosh, I hate being nervous.
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