I hate you. I hate you with all my heart.

Then you think you have friends, even if it's only online. Then you tell her some things about your boyfriend, who you know from the internet too. And like a week after that she decides to go and talk to him, why in the first place? And then in the end she ruins a relationship. Thank you, thanks a lot. I think I'm going to the bathroom and throw up for the rest of the evening. I'm shivering like crazy and I'm too sad to even cry. I, and he too, just wanted a nice conversation without fighting for a change. Instead we have another break in which he's going to doubt about me and he's already pissed off about what he thinks I did and what can I do anyway..