Friday, April 25, 2014

Sorry

"I don't know about non-violence, I've never heard that stereotype before, but as a Canadian I can tell you that we actually do say "sorry" quite a bit. It's less due to politeness and more of a way we've learned to respond to awkward situations."
*Packs bags* Well guys, I'm off to Canada! (muhahaha Justin Bieber, you're going to die. I mean he's Canadian, right?) Anyway, I react the same way in awkward situations. Uh well, online, that is. I rarely say sorry in real life because it makes me feel even more awkward.
And it's orange outside. And it's raining. Well, thank god I don't have to go anywhere this evening.
Also! I have two weeks of holidays now. Two weeks of finding out how to get my hair the way I want it, maybe improve my smile (I wanna look friendly, okay? I feel like I scare people away), improve my way of acting in real life, maybe buy some new clothes so I can wear more of what I really like and maybe finding new hobbies. I guess we'll see that by time.
Right now I'm just tired and not sure if I'll see Dennis on Skype or not *yawn*. Do you ever think of how cute a minion can look when it yawns? *-* Okay I don't know why that popped up in my mind.
Also, I can stay up for as long as I wish now, woopwoop. And next week I might have lots of privacy, because my brother only has one week of holidays.
And my god, I hate hate haaaaaaaate school! I want to see Sabaton live, so I checked when they'll be in the Netherlands. My parents must hate me, whyyyyyy was I born in such a small country? They'll only be here once, at Fortarock. At least 80 euros so you can see lots of bands, but it's a bit of a waste if you go for just one band, isn't that right? So I checked Belgium, since I live in the Southern part of the Netherlands, so I could go there. There they have 'Graspop Metal Meeting', all amazing and stuff, lots of bands too, including Sabaton of course. BUT! Now this is why I hate school: I have school till the 12th of July. And Sabaton will be at GMM somewhere in goddamn June, so I can't go. They'd be there at 0.00 till around 1.15, meaning I'd get home around 3.00 so I'd have about 4 hours of sleep, which is something I really can't have around that time. Then there's Germany, but for that there are two musts: 1. It must be nearby and 2. it must be in my summer holidays. So I found one in the summer holidays, but it's in Ballenstedt or something, which is in the East of Germany, I believe. So I can't go, and I hate this with all my heart. Like I could literally cry about it. And yes, you're allowed to laugh at me for that, it's simply because I've never really loved any bands or people, or at least not this much. Not even Within Temptation or Evanescence. So right now it just sucks that I love Nightwish and Sabaton so much, while I can't see them live for a long time.

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