I don't want to feel sad, I don't want to feel like running away, I don't want to feel like I need to escape. And now again I ruined someone's dream, crushed his hope, great...
I hate this feeling. I thought I got over it. I just want the sun to leave and I want everyone in this house to leave and just break down right here without that anyone can come and freak out on me for what I'm doing and what I've done, and yes, my parents would do that. I crushed their trust and hope too, they stopped trusting me a while ago, and I don't think that finding out the truth made it any better.
You know what, I guess I'm just gonna go and prepare myself.
I hate this feeling. I thought I got over it. I just want the sun to leave and I want everyone in this house to leave and just break down right here without that anyone can come and freak out on me for what I'm doing and what I've done, and yes, my parents would do that. I crushed their trust and hope too, they stopped trusting me a while ago, and I don't think that finding out the truth made it any better.
You know what, I guess I'm just gonna go and prepare myself.
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