I just told my boyfriend to leave me alone until he calmed down/could act normal again, and now I already know what's going to happen:
I'm the bad girl, blablabla, I need to apologise, it's all just fine, then the next day both of us, or at least one of us will act as if nothing happened, blablabla etc.
Or, also a possibility: I'll never see him again, meaning we broke up, at least one of us is broken, I go crazy and buy a trainticket to his city in the holidays and die in his town. Yay, not. Even though I could find his house. But then I'm a stalker and then I'm hated anyway.
But I want neither of these things to happen, actually, because I don't feel like dying in his town and I don't feel like being broken and then acting as if nothing has ever happened between us. So I already know what to do.
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