For one full week. But who am I to complain, if I said it would be like this anyway? Thinking of it like that, I just reminded myself I never asked him how he felt about this. I could have at least done that, you know. I mean, it's nicer than just saying "We're having a break for a week, bye". And maybe I didn't exactly go that way, but that's how it feels right now.
Also, I never thought it could hurt so much seeing Joy and Colin together. Like I literally felt like dying inside, while I thought I'd be fine. But hey, there's a good thing to it, I guess: 1. I know I still feel things. But I already knew that, especially since I felt like crying this morning. I just couldn't, and not because I knew people would see it, but just because it really wouldn't work. Oh and 2. nobody noticed it, and you can say that's a bad thing, but at least they don't have to worry then, right?
Alright, it's just one week. I can survive this, and even if I can't, I could still send him a message. I wonder how he's doing though, weird, because there's not so much to notice right now.
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