And now it's my little secret dream. :3 Is it weird though, that once someone is gone for a while, I dream about him/her more? I had that with Nienke too, as soon as I lost her, she appeared in more dreams than ever before. And now I dreamed about Dennis again, twice in one night. It was actually a very evil dream, but also.. Well... Maybe it contains.. Stuff. :P Okay only some people know what I mean by 'stuff'. Stuffy stuff, as I like to say it.
I just wonder if he misses meee! ._. I bet that if one of us would come back begging to stop this break, it would be me. x) I mean seriously, I see myself doing that. I actually already wanted to do that yesterday.
It's kinda weird, because to me it feels like everything goes the way it always goes, yet it feels like something is missing. And now I don't remember much of yesterday either, like it just wasn't there, like it's still Monday. But thank god it isn't. But I hate Mondays because then you have to start school again, I hate Tuesdays because then I have school till 16.00 and I hate Wednesdays because I have art class the first two hours and I haaaaaaate it by now.
Anyway, I said I was going to sleep early yesterday, right? Okay well I failed. I couldn't sleep, so I decided to listen to music. I ended up listening to music till about 0.00 ._. So yeah, that didn't work out well.
Anyway, I'm gonna go and find something to keep myself busy now - even if it means I'll go and learn for a test I have next month. Yes, I really said that. ._. I think I can already tell you what my average grade would be if I actually learned for my tests: probably around an 8. For those who don't know: In the Netherlands we have grades from 1 to 10, one is lowest, 10 highest, everything below a 5,5 is an insufficient mark. And right now, my average grade is a 7,4 but I can do so much better, how do I know? Because I didn't learn for every test, yet I got good grades.
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