Goodbye world

So this is really the end. It's kinda weird if you think about it. I wonder how people get so old, when reality really eats you.
So I wonder now, who will be the first to find out? Who will care most? Who will find me? Those are things I will never know, unless I survive.
So I guess I'll think the same way as last time, if I'm nowhere by 17.00, I'm probably gone. Maybe I'd be in heaven though.