Free

Okay so Dennis gave me this game, Audiosurf, liiiike.. Two days ago? Anyways, I was just playing with a few songs, and then I decided I wanted to play the song 'I don't speak human' (Omnia), so I decided to search for the album and downloaded it. Then I wanted to play 'The Elven Lover', so I downloaded that album too and meanwhile I decided to listen to another song on the album Musick and Poëtree, 'Free'. And now thaaaat is one of the songs I had been searching for for so long. Like it's how I feel, except for the 'free' part. Okay that sounds weird. What I actually mean is the 'I don't fit inside that box'. I mean seriously, I feel like I could ask everyone in my town what they like and do and all that, and I bet there would be no one who likes what I like when it comes to doing stuff and what I listen to and all that. Like maybe one or two, max. is 5.
And now this is what I hate: I have no friends who like my music. And my family, or well, at least my parents and my brother think that my music is crap (mainly talking about SaMo, Nightwish and Sabaton now) and they have nothing with Omnia. Now I would love to go to Rastede, where they have a medieval festival, but guess what? No one here likes it. I would have no one to go there with, and I'm not allowed to go alone. How, just how the hell am I supposed to meet people in real life who like the same as I do? Okay I know one way: Meeting Dennis. He knows people who have more in common with me than the friends I have here, while the people he knows might not even like me. Weird, isn't it? People who might as well dislike me have more in common with me than people who like me. O_O
Back to the point: My parents tell me to go out there and finally make some real friends, well how about that you let me go to places where I can make friends? Real friends? And if you won't let me go alone, fine, I get your point, but then go with me for one day, just one, let me do what I want and just keep an eye on me so you know nothing special happens, let me make friends where I can find them. Instead of telling me to make friends in places where it's hard, let me make friends where I can do it, even if it takes one day of happiness and fun away from you. And that doesn't even have to be the case, why wouldn't you be happy, as a parent, when you see your daughter finally makes the kind of friends she's always wished to have? Well? Come on .__. I wish I could go there with someone. Now I need to find something else to do in those 4 days.