Thank you

You know... When you have bad news for someone, it doesn't always mean that person will react in a bad or negative way. Maybe that person doesn't think it's that bad, or that person already suspected it... If I think about it, my boyfriend has taught me a lot, probably more than I'm even aware of. And he was one of the very few people who actually wanted to help me, but I pushed him away too, but why? He was there for me...
I just wanted to say thank you for being there for me whenever I need you, which I admit is too often... I love you a lot, so... I'm sorry I let you go through all of this. I'm sorry, I really am. Please don't forget me. And please forgive me.