I'm back

So I didn't write for a while. Like 7 months? Maybe 8?
The reason why I wanted to write again was because I was thinking of something I read on a blog from a friend of mine (she stopped blogging a while ago too) and then I decided to read what I wrote last year, which wasn't a lot. I did see a drama story though, I don't remember writing that. But I often forget things, so it was expectable.
I don't really think I'm that dramatic anymore... Oh, who am I kidding? I'm just in a good mood now. ^_^ But, I must say I'm happy more often. The sad thing is that I fight almost every evening with my boyfriend.
And also about that, two more months to go and then we've been together for about a year! ^_^ And I still love him so freaking much and I don't ever want to lose him. I don't care how often we'll fight or will be hurt at all, I will always love him, that's for sure. So yeah, I'm taken. x) And he's mine.
So yeah, his name is Dennis and I'm pretty sure I've talked about him before. And he's German. Okay so like half a year ago, I was kinda addicted to Italy, and now... Well, Italy is a beautiful country with a beautiful language and yummy food, that's for sure. But Germany is great too, and so is the language.
Also, I might be going to Spain this year. ^_^ I honestly thought I'd break down if I'd hear we wouldn't be going back to Italy, but it's not like that at all. Spain is awesome too.

And now about my boyfriend again, I'm kinda proud of myself now: Sometime ago I told my mom about him, and she didn't freak out. But she wasn't that happy either, but she could've seen this coming, since she knows I don't like Dutch people that much (I honestly don't give them a chance). The sad thing is just that I'm not allowed to visit him, because my mom wants to meet him too and she feels more comfortable with meeting him here, in a place she knows. But Dennis isn't allowed to visit me, because his parents don't agree with that and yeah, this sucks. And there's nothing I can do about this, which only makes all of this worse.