So that's clear... I can't take this anymore. I can't take any of this at all. Things haven't really gotten worse, so I guess it really is just a winter-depression, but it doesn't make things less bad. I got mad in school today, but after school I thought things could get better but no, instead things got worse. So this is it. What else can I even do? Who would even notice? Everyone leaves, and in the end, I'll just be all alone, and I don't want that, I can't take that. I know how often I just want to be alone, but then I just want to be alone in this house, not alone as in that nobody talks to me or whatever...
I could as well just disappear.
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