Does anyone else just know that feeling on your arms when something happens, that you just want to hurt yourself? That you feel like you need it? Or that feeling when you just stand somewhere with a normal face, while you're screaming inside? Or when you just want to throw everything around? Make everything stop? Make all the hurting just stop?
It doesn't end, it just doesn't. Things don't get worse, but things don't get better either, it just stays the way it is and it slowly kills you. And I've stopped knowing what to do. But nobody seems to care anymore. I do feel kinda lucky. My teacher told me that if he saw any cuttings again, he'd have to call my parents about it. Maybe he didn't see them, but if he did, at least he didn't call my parents. That'd be the last thing I want, I guess...
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