Wednesday, May 16, 2012

Third day that I haven't eaten.

Well actually, I haven't eaten since yesterday, dinner.
It kinda made me wonder; How long can a human last without food? Now it's not like I'm not eating at all, since I still eat dinner for my parents, but still. I've been tired for so long, and first, it just was because I had slept badly every night. But I think, since a year or 2, it's either because I don't eat enough. Weird enough, I thought my mom would notice it, but she hasn't. At least, not yet. She'd get a baby sitter for when I'm home and she's not to see if I eat properly or not. So I hope she won't figure out. :/
It's kinda weird, but yesterday I became very mad at my teacher just because he forgot about something I asked him to do. Like, what does it even matter? It wasn't a big deal after all and he's a teacher, of course he'll easily forget things.. As long as they're not of real importance, it doesn't really matter much. At least he hasn't forgotten about me.
But anyway, today I got some positive thoughts as soon as I came home. I was thinking about the grades I got today; a 6,8 for biology and a 10 for French, and then I was like; "Well, biology.. It's not THAT bad. And French, ooh, if I score about the 8,5 on the two tests in the testweek for French, I might still be able to go to VWO" and I've got no idea were they came from. Usually I'm just like; "I'm stupid. If I'd quit school, there would be no difference than if I wouldn't quit school now".
Well yeah, that's me. Damn negative all the time. I've got my doubts if it ever gets better. :/
Anyway, as my mom got home, I guess I'll just eat something before she hears my stomach first...

No comments:

Post a Comment