I told you so.

I so much told you.
Once something good happens, it vanishes because of something bad.
So I got a mail from a kennel that they wanted me, yeah?
Now;
1. My brother pisses me off.
2. I haven't seen my favourite teacher since the holidays and so I haven't talked to him in ages. He's pretty much the only one, together with Dennis and Luzz sometimes, who can make me smile. He makes me happy. And now I have nobody to make me happy because when I'm seriously sad, only he can make me happy. All that happens is me, making Dennis feel bad because I tell him how he hates me, and I start fighting with Luzz. I once made her think that our last moment would be fighting, and then I'd be gone. Forever.
3. My grades are getting terrible. No matter how much I do for school, they just won't increase. I feel like throwing away my books and don't care at all because it doesn't make sense anyway.
4. My classmates are TERRIBLE and they make me feel worse every day. They don't see it, but deep inside I get more cuttings because of them, either.

My life might not be as bad as those African kids who don't even have food, I admit that. Life can be much worse. But I hate my life. I'd love to trade with one of those kids. They deserve a better life. I don't. I hate it.
How I hate everything. Once I'll get this mad in class, I'll surely walk out. Not caring what they think. I want to slam them all SO BAD. I don't even have real friends. -.-
F EVERYTHING.
Just let me die. Right here, alone.