So I told my teacher last Friday about problems I have with eating and I told him I hadn't eaten much more than dinner in the past days. He asked me if I wanted my mom to know about it, so I told him I was fine with it if he'd tell my mom that. Then Saturday he called and in midday, when we were eating my mom was like; "Why do you eat WAY too less?" and when I wanted to answer, she said "It's for attention, isn't it?" IT GOT ME SO DAMN PISSED. So then I walked away.
And so I told my teacher about that today, then he said; "Maybe you should try to get the conversation again, tell her she shouldn't talk until you're totally done talking". So my mom just came home and she asked "So, did you talk to him again?" and I nodded, and honestly, I'm so happy I could talk to him again. And then she asked what I said. But as always, I told him personal things I don't want my parents to know about. Weird enough, I trust him much more than my own parents. So, as usual, I was like "Complain complain complain" and usually, my mom quits asking for it then, but this time she didn't so I made up a joke. Well, it wasn't totally a joke, but I said I talked about the food thingy, and I did say something about that, but it wasn't really about that. And then my mom was like "For the attention" and DAMN that got me so pissed. Before she said that, I was still smiling. And then, BAM, day ruined. THANKS MOM. F Y-O-U. You damn much don't even know what I'd love to do now, and it's not even NEAR to positive, but for your amusement I'd do it RIGHT in front of your eyes. F you.
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