So yeah... It started of just fine, but earlier today I was in a lot of pain and I partly wanted to be alone and lie on my bed and do absolutely nothing, but on the other hand I wanted to crawl into someone's arms and yeah...
Anyway, after a while, it started to hurt less, but I got this other annoying feeling a while after that and I still have it, and it's pretty annoying.
So I actually want to say I just want to go cry on my bed, but then I'm weak again and I'm so sick and tired of people seeing me that way. I'm not a crybaby, I don't cry as often as you think I do, and well... What else can I say? I don't just give up, I guess? I must admit that sometimes I want to give up too fast though. Sometimes? Often, but well. There are lots of things I don't just give up on.
Now if you'll excuse me, I'm going to marry my bed now. It's so soft and warm and I'm freezing. Plus my bed will never judge me. Well... Try imagining that bed throwing me out. x) Oh I have a weird mind.
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