So this is it

I've been happy, I've been sad, I've been scared, I've been mad. I feel like I know quite some emotions, when I probably don't. Maybe I really only know 1% of the existing emotions.
But right now I'm really done, done with everything. I will sleep, I will just be what I seem to act like: I will be the queen of my own country. And I will never wake up, but I don't need it. I don't need to wake up when there is no one to be awake for. People don't need me, or at least not like I need them. So it's better. Everything will be better in the end, right?
Guess it worked if I'm still nowhere around 17.00