3...
2...
1...
aaaaand I'm crying. Great, just great. I don't know what to do at all. All I can do is feel like shit and what not. I was joking about punishing someone before, but right now I'm the only one who deserves a punishment and I will get it too. Even if I wouldn't do anything, I'd get punished anyway.
So yeah, I'm back to being that crybaby I was before. Awesome, not. So I'm just going to lie on my bed in a few minutes and cry my eyes out, waiting till I die, I guess? I have nothing left. Nothing, and it's all my fault. I can't take this anymore and even when I say such a thing, I don't get help, people just tell me they're sick of hearing that.
People are just sick of me.
I'm so so so sorry right now...
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