This is so unfair

So first of all: Screw tablet drivers. SCREW THEM! *cry cry* Well no, but yesterday morning my tablet worked perfect for a change, but now it doesn't work properly anymore (and when I want to change some settings, it starts complaining that the driver doesn't work) and I just don't get it.
Also, yesterday evening I felt bad. May god know why. I don't believe in god, but whatever. Maybe there is some sort of.. God.. ish.. thingy there. I don't even want to think about it because then my head goes crazy and then I go all "Why do we exist? Why is a phone called a 'phone'? Why.." blahblahblah.
Okay so back to the point, yesterday evening I felt bad and I totally forgot why, and now the part that makes this unfair, not only for me but also for Dennis (hiiiiiiiiiiiiii Dennis when you read this) : Sometimes we simply can't talk that long (yesterday a bit longer than usual, I guess?), so it is really really REALLY annoying when I get sad. And what makes all of this worse: Now Dennis isn't here AND NOW I FEEL FUCKING HAPPY. T_T Not that I can see how you can cry about happiness... Okay I do see that because now Joy and Colin are all happy and that makes me feel like shit and that sounds rude doesn't it? Say that sentence out loud. Without breathing between words. GO GO GO!
Sorry I'm hyper.. ish. I don't know. Ish is not even a word. Help. ;-;