It still hurts

Since I don't really want to talk about it with anyone but I still want to write it down, I'll write it here.
I keep crying out of nowhere, and it's really annoying. But at this point I can't watch anything that has something to do with love, I can barely even watch Family Guy without feeling bad. It just hurts when you thought you'd be together with someone for a long time, and then it just ends and there's nothing you can do about it, resulting in you not wanting to do anything at all, and not wanting to love ever again. If I want to be together with anyone, it'd be with him. So I guess I should stop falling in love at all.