It's not like I don't see the 'beauty' of life, it's not like I think life can't be good at all, but I just don't want my life.
I'm failing school, my boyfriend left me, my dad keeps talking about my flaws, people in school make me feel bad, my friends get mad at me for giving my opinion, I can't make new friends, I have two ear infections right now and... Eventhough all of this sounds like not much of a hell but rather like a bad day/week/month, it does feel like hell. I'm not happy, I'm not happy at all. I was happy, I was fine several days ago. I feel like certain things could be fixed, but you won't hear me out.
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