I wonder what would happen

I wonder what would happen if one day I just wouldn't wake up, you know? Not necessarily as in that I die at night, but maybe that I'm in a coma or something. I don't know, I just wonder how people would react, because I feel like not many people would notice a difference. It might be weird, but I feel like the people I know online would notice more than the people I know in real life. I suppose that's a bad thing, no, I know that's a bad thing. But today, Sanne's new crush was there in the break and Joy, a friend of mine, was talking about our 'friendgroup' and she seriously said "and Linda.. Well she's just there". Thanks, I already felt so great.
And I've lost contact with certain people. People I care a lot about, and they don't seem to mind it. I can't know, of course, unless I ask. But asking it will only cause me more trouble.