Okay that's it

If only I could, I would. Because I can't stand this anymore, why does it keep happening for no real reason? Just why?
Honestly, why do people have to put up with bad feelings? I have nothing against religions with Gods but honestly: If God would actually exist, do you think he would let people die for no reason? Do you think he would let wars happen? Do you think he would like it, that you say that gays are different and shouldn't be here? Do you think he would let people feel so bad? Do you think he'd want us to be rich and not give anything to those people in Africa? Or the homeless people? Do you think that's what he wants? What did those Africans and homeless people do against him then? Hm? Nothing, right? And do you think he would let people bully others without punishing them? Do you think he would let people feel so bad, that the only option they see is suicide? Honestly, how can you still believe that God is a great person, when you know what's going on in the world? I wouldn't be surprised if your 'God' hates us all, but who's responsible? Is God responsible for how we act, or was it our own choice?
Honestly: I've believed a million things. I used to believe I was the only human on earth, and everyone else was a robot. I used to believe ghosts existed, I used to believe there was some sort of heaven and hell. The only thing I used to believe, and which I still believe, is that nature is what others might see as 'God'. But it's weird, because I grew up with all those stories, we had to learn tons of things about God, I even used to go to Church, and yet I never actually believed that there was some sort of God. Isn't that kind of weird? It's not like I always knew war existed, and that people could feel terrible.
But there is one thing I will absolutely never understand. How can you make war about religion? How can you go that low? Just how? Let people believe whatever the fuck they believe in. Let THEM decide how they live their lives. Don't go "Oh, you don't believe in the same thing as I do. Well, this means war! Either you're going to have to die, or you're going to have to believe the same thing as I do!". Grow. The. Fuck. Up. It's their decision, you have NOTHING to say about it.

I'm sorry, I might sound pissed off and it's kinda a rant out of nowhere, but for philosophy, I have to write something about gay-rights and if gays should be allowed to adopt. Someone wrote somewhere that gays should never be allowed to adopt, because being gay isn't right and 'children with gay parents will most likely become gay as well' so what? Leave your fucking nose out of it, it is THEIR life and you have absolutely NO rights to decide what they can and can't do! "They want a normal life like heteros, well they can't have it" that is not the fuck for YOU to decide. It pisses me off. You're not the one to rule the world, you're not the one to decide whether gays can live like heteros or not. I wish I could tell all the people who believe God thinks gays are wrong to think of this: Maybe, just maybe, he indeed created gays by mistake, that something went wrong. But why do you think gays still exist, hm? Why do you think God didn't change it if it was a mistake? Have you ever thought about it, that maybe God wanted to see how we'd deal with it? Maybe he wanted to see if we would accept them and give them a life like any other people. In that case I can tell you this: You'll go to hell. Do you think God accepts it that you go and take the rights of another human away? Because, even though I don't believe in God, I don't think he accepts that. It's that I am just another girl on this world that I can't make too much of a difference (of course I can help though), but I just don't get it. If I'll ever meet someone who thinks gays don't deserve a normal life, I'll give him or her every argument I know until that person is out of arguments of why gays don't deserve a normal life.

This rant's over, I'm going to finish my homework and hope everything will be alright tomorrow. >_<