In case the title doesn't show it, it's still true. Okay what happened to the font? Seriously Chrome, what the hell did you do? And why can't I type anymore? Gosh it's that none of you see how often I have to correct a word but jeesh that's often.
And I realised something: I CAN GET GODDAMN ANNOYING WHEN I'M WORRIED. It's the annoying stab-feeling in my stomach that makes me act like this, I guess. Did I explain that feeling? It's pretty much an annoying feeling and if it was a human, you would rib it apart and stab it a million times because it's so annoying that you don't even want it to exist. I think I wrote something about it before, and that it had nothing to do with wanting to die. Seriously: it has nothing to do with wanting to die. If it was a person, I would kill that person and then walk away like nothing happened, kay? I'M FINE. I'm not, I know, but that's not the issue right now. I don't even know what the hell I'm saying. So, how many people think I'm annoying right now? Dooooooon't worry about it. I feel like that dude in Skyrim by the way, from the Dark Brotherhood. Cel.. No no no... Cicero, that dude. Well okay, not exactly, I don't talk like that.
Back to the worrying part. Well, I mean the 'doooon't worry' part actually. Anyway, don't worry about it, I'm never like this in real life. I can't speak that well to be hyper in real life at all. It's kinda funny, several days ago Anise and I had to go somewhere for an interview, and then when we went home, she said how it was kinda funny because when she met me, I was all quiet and stuff, and then when she 'met me' on whatsapp, it was kinda like 'HOLY CRAP SHE CAN BE HYPER' (her words, I swear she said... Shouted it like that. FUS RO DAAAH... Which sounds very ugly when you're a Khaijit.. Did I spell that right? Confusing word)
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So who got too annoyed/lazy to read all of that? No worries: most of it is bullshit. Ish. The main thing is that you don't have to worry because I'm not like that in real life. Most of the time. But I think that if you pay attention to my way of acting in real life, you'll most likely know when I think "Damn it, I wish I hadn't said it (that way). I feel so annoying" because then it's kinda like I'm super hyper and then suddenly I just sit there (maybe still smiling because of some joke or something) but then I don't say so much. Or at least not very loud. Let's just say you'd need a trained ear like my brother's (he knows how I talk so he understands most of it by now).
Does it show yet, that I really need someone to talk to right now? So Christian isn't there, I don't feel like talking to Cindy, most people in the 'friend'-chat aren't there and for as far as I know, Dennis is nowhere to be found either. AAAAH *runs around screaming while holding dave up in the air*. Makes no sense? Don't worry. It really doesn't. I.. don't get myself anymore. The point is, I just want to talk to Dennis but he's nowhere to be found and now I'm worried (which is weird because it's not like I'm on whatsapp everyday I NEED TO STOP SHARING SO MANY DETAILS TO PEOPLE IN AMERICA.. Most of you seem to be from America or Russia. Wait. Why. O_O) but I don't want to spam to see if he'll react to that (muhahahaha I'm so evil. No seriously, I've done that before and I can't remember why I didn't just wait for at least one hour or so) and I can't ask his friend (WHY WOULD I DO THAT ANYWAY?).
Why can I be so annoying when I'm hyper? Ooookay you know what, I'm not gonna judge. I'd ask all my readers if I'm annoying right now, but none of you reacts. Sweet, very sweet. Nah, I'm already happy people bother to open this blog at all. And read none of it. I still appreciate it, thanks. :P
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