It took me long enough, but now I'm finally crying. Too bad it's not one of those "I'll just cry hard for a few minutes and then nothing is wrong anymore"-cries, instead it's one of those "I can cry for a short time, then I stop and then I have to cry again but I keep feeling bad"-cries.
Now the worst is that I don't know why I feel so terrible and I have no one to reach now too. I was there was someone to hold me now or at least to calm me down but I don't want to make anyone mad by contacting them. I just feel empty and lonely and it hurts and I don't even know why.
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