Feeling tired.

Lately, I always wake up around 2 AM. Sometimes I just turn my alarm on on my phone, at other times I really wake up out of nowhere... Now I didn't have that, and now I'm feeling super tired. xD I actually slept quite good, but yet I'm yawning like... 5 times a minute, if it's not more. xD God. ;-;
And I miss Nicola. D: I mean, I still talk to him on facebook, and yesterday I said "Hey" and he answered "Hi :D" and the smiley just made me super happy and that he replied also made me super happy, because most people I know wouldn't answer me if I'd say "Hey", but Nicola did AND he added a smiley. :D And then I was like "How are you?" and he was like, "I'm fine, thanks :D And you?" and yayay he also asked me how it's going - yeah, not a lot people actually care about that, so... WHY THE HECK IS NICOLA SO NICE? D: Why was I so shy, why didn't I just step forward and start talking to Nicola? WHY? WHY THE FREAKING HECK? :( I could slap myself now for not trying to get a conversation with him when I could... But somehow I just know I'll see him again sometime. I don't know where or when, but I just know that I'll see him... Maybe next year, IF we're going back to Loano 2, even if he doesn't work there anymore. I could just arrange things then.
And my parents got really mad at me. I don't think I said anything about it here, but when I was in school I felt sick, so I texted my mom and she was like "Just try, only two more hours to go" and when I came home she was all like "Did you just want to go home because you didn't make your homework?" and later my dad came in my room and he was like "Shut down your computer and go make your homework, and if you don't have any homework then you go learn. I'm so sick of this now". :/ And also my mom said that we're not going on vacation AT ALL if this continues. So now I just gotta make all my homework and go to school without being sick till around February, because in December/January we most likely decide if we're going on vacation and then in January/February we book for vacation. Now it feels like I'm the one who's going to decide whether we're going on vacation or not, and I will decide that by making my homework and going to school each and every single day. Guess there's no choice then, but I want something back for that. I want Loano 2 back.