Being there for you.

For as long as I remember I've never had a friend who'd be there for me. Not until I met Luzzie and Loes, they were the first people I let in and they still are the only ones who are there for me - okay, yeah, Nicola is also there for me x) Just that my brother really makes me doubt... He's all like "You're just Internet friends, who says it's a real friend? You'd say way different things on Internet than in real life". It's true, but if people can like me for who I am, even when I'm sad and negative on Internet, and if they also like me when I'm happy on Internet, then they'll surely like me in real life. Because I'm way happier in real life. Not that I'm hiding my emotions. Not anymore... Okay, still from time to time I just fake a smile, but it's not like I do that 24/7, which I first did... But, since Nicola is super nice and he looks so happy, I'm sure that he could like me (as a friend...) in real life. The only way to find out is to actually talk to him in real life, right? x) I'll have to wait for a year... Maybe a few years... Who knows... Aaaanyway, so Luzzie and Loes were the first ones who were always there for me, now I want to be there for them. I'm really awkward with that kind of things, but still, if someone helps me, then I'll help them, too.

And I keep dreaming about Loano 2, and at day, when I'm bored, I just daydream about working at Loano 2... It just seems so fun to me. My so called friend (or pretty much my school friend) was like "Hah, you working with kids, I'd like to see that". I get where she got that from. x) I don't really talk to little kids... I'm most likely afraid I'll say something wrong or anything weird like that. xD But I can't really work with kids in Loano 2 just yet, I don't speak Italian. xD I do speak a little bit German and French, but not good enough for a conversation. :P Yeah, I really want to learn those languages and I really want to work at Loano 2... At least, that's what I want now. So I'll have to work hard, especially for German, French and English. And Dutch is just an extra. :P Italian will come later. ^.^ My brother also needs to learn Italian, so I could ask him if it's a hard language, and maybe Nicola could help me with learning it. ^.^