Thursday, June 21, 2012

Life's unfair.

I'm getting totally pissed off because of my brother. So he's 17. He has had his exams and he has had vacation since, what could it be, a month already. He hasn't done a sh*t since then. All he does is sitting in his room, either watching soccer or playing FIFA 2012 on his computer. Like really? I know I'm addicted to computering, but even I've done more, not counting school and studying with it. My brother hasn't even been outside this house since a week or two. Like really, I lock myself up in my room but I DO go outta the house with my mom often. Oh and I open my window, and he doesn't. And he's so selfish these days. But last time, my mom went totally mad that he didn't have a job yet, so now he's going to work at the EM-TE, some supermarket near my house. So yay, he's finally going and he'll finally earn his own money. >.<
But my brother's lazy, but I WANT a job. I really do. I wanted to work at a kennel, they said I was too young. Fine yes, I'm young. But I want a job. I want to earn my own money. I want to buy a piano myself (and yes, I know that'd take ages if I'd take a piano from about 2000 euros. But I rather pay a part of it myself and that my parents pay the other part than that I don't pay for it at all, I just want to show my parents I want this).
I just want to reach things, such as.. Well.. I just want to become a pianist and a singer. I love the piano, I love singing. I can't live without it. If I'd become deaf, I wouldn't want to live anymore. If my voice would fade away, there wouldn't be much fun for me to have. I just want to show my parents, somehow, that I really want all of this.

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