I've been thinking.

You know what? I'm just going to vanish. It's no point anymore.
Do you even know how easy it is? It's so damn easy. You just cut yourself right in the heart or wherever, or you just jump of a building, or you jump into water, or you just hold your breath until you slowly close your eyes. It can be so easy, so damn easy. You could even just run away to a place where no one will find you and then you just don't eat or drink anything. It's so damn easy.
I mean nothing to the world. Nothing. I know my brother didn't meant it that way, but he said; "You're not anything special for the world" when we were talking about Wikipedia, and then he added; "Me neither, though, only those famous people are". Really, I know he didn't meant it that way but it's so true. I'm nothing special for the world. I could just vanish. No one would notice it anyways.