Nervous for tomorrow.

So, tomorrow I'll be going to my grandparents. The last time I was there, was one year ago, I believe. They sent us a letter, because... Once, on my birthday, no one showed up because they had 'something better to do', something that didn't make sense at all. So my mom got pissed, and ever since then she never went to her parents anymore, because she was that pissed off. My brother and I still went to parties, but now it appears that my grandma kinda talked about me behind my back. She always asked my brother why I barely ever talked. Well, how the heck can my brother know that? Why can't you freaking ask me? I'm standing RIGHT HERE, so why go to my brother, while /I/ am the one you should go to? THAT pisses me off. :/ I'm the one who doesn't talk, and I know better why than my brother.