Wanting to practice new things.

I kinda want to practice how to do a handstand. I'm really jealous at those who can just do that, I mean of course they had to practice, but it looks just so easy when they do a handstand, while it's not that easy if you've never done it. I used to be able to stand on my head (with help of my hands, of course) for a short while, but I haven't done that for a year. I just want to be balanced again. In every single way. :/