I do not exactly wish to die because of what happened. I just still wish every single day that this is just a fucked up nightmare and that I'll wake up soon, knowing you're still there. I swear to God this is driving me crazy and there's no one I can talk to. I can't eat, I can't sleep, I can't keep up with school, I can't take care of myself anymore and I don't even know how or when or why all of that happened. But you know what makes all of this even weirder? The only one who showed they cared about me, was my German teacher. Not even my mentor or my friends or family.
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