Loving, yet hating music.

I love music, really. I can't live without music. The first thing I do when I wake up (pretty much at any time) is listening to music. I need to start my day with music, pretty much. It's not like my day will be horrible if I don't, but it'll be better if I start with music.

But now, since everything I hear reminds me of Italy, I kinda hate music. I don't want to feel this way for a full year. I don't want to wait to go back to Italy, I want to go back right now. I would do anything for it. I just want to go back. I don't want to feel this way. I've never missed anything this much. D: