It hurts.

I thought I kinda got over it, but I miss Italy like hell again. I want to go back so badly. How the hell am I going to survive school if I constantly feel like crying because I miss Italy so much? I hate this. :( I hope I won't feel like this for the whole year.. Gosh.. I wouldn't like that at all. :( I just want to be 100% sure that we're going back to Loano 2 Village next year, maybe I'd still have to cry because I miss it so much, but then I'd at least know that we're going back there next year.