Crying in a corner

All I've been wanting to do lately is crawling in a corner and cry. I actually did it a few times. I just can't take my parents, they keep complaining about everything. And yesterday I heard Dennis couldn't be online in the weekend. Sure, fun, being unable to talk to my own boyfriend. Reminds me of Gigantic, just that this isn't really the same way, but in some ways.. It just feels like his parents are taking him away from me. I can't tell, of course, but it just feels that way. Yesterday, when he told me he couldn't be online, I started crying. I guess I cried for 2 hours straight. I guess I couldn't take that. :S
And my computer is being so crappy, especially my mouse is being crappy. Sometimes, when I only click ONCE, it thinks I click TWICE. Well IDIOT it's JUST like you'd start counting with 2 instead of 1, THERE'S A FUCKING DIFFERENCE.
Okay, it really feels like I'm exploding and there's nothing I can do and fjkdhjkadlsk there's no one to talk to BECAUSE EVERYONE IS EITHER TOKEN AWAY FROM ME OR ON VACATION. jkfhdlskhdskhdss